If you want to be skinny, then don’t eat. If you want to smoke a pack a day and suffocate your lungs, then do it. If you want to be fat, then eat the fucking shit out of everything that isn’t nailed down. If you want to be a crazy fit athlete, then work your ass off to get there. If you want to be a lonely, sad, pathetic person, then lie to everyone around you to please whomever the hell you think you’re not good enough for. Do whatever you want, but please, someone just be your fucking self. Stop trying to fit into this “perfect” mold of what you think life is or what you think things should be like. If things “should” be a certain way, then there would be no mistakes or anything really. We would be fucking robots with zero say in anything, just living to live. Just stop with this “should be” crap that is just an excuse to be miserable. There is no one way to do anything or be anyway.